BAHH!

2006-02-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

you walk by me everyday and say hello. everyday u take time out to listen to me. you talk to me,smile at me,laugh with me and have fun with me. well, i talk ,smile and laugh too. but inside i am hurting deep down and it hurts to be with u. cos' i love u and u are only a frend to me.
hmms. this whole chunk of words is like how i felt b4. and i am happy and very glad thad i am not feeling like that anymore. at least now. we talk. we laugh. we discuss problems happening in my life. nd all. lotsa lotsa things to talk about. u are a true buddy. now and forever we are true buddies.
i dont know if u notice that the things that u say to me are hurting me. it is hurting me deeply. i alrd forgotten him ler. u dont have to provoke me by saying those things infront of me.maybe u are talking normally. but u are actually hurting me. cos u might be thinking its normal. but i am thinking differently.i am thinking that u are practically jus trying make me jealous or smth. but let me tell u. i am angry not jealous. thou i am pissed off with u. i still treat u as my best-est frend. u were the one who is by my side when i needed sum1. consoling me when i am down. giving me advice when i needed. encouraging me to go on. accompanying me when i am bored. telling me stupid jokes to brighten up my day when i quarrel with him or wad. letting me know wad is all about love. nd lotsa things. but i really hope that u could actually stop saying those things to provoke me. i hope u are reading this and know that i am actually referring to u. i dont wish to hear u say sorry to me.just stop talking about it. dont mention to me anything about it. change silently. i will not hate u for this. u are still my best-est frend. buddy. i dont have the courage to ask u to stop saying this things infront of u. so i am blogging here to hint ya.
alrighties. enough of that. hmms. i complaint things to him ytd. he told me wad to do and all. u are really a good guy who cares for frends and helping each others out. love u frend!` u are always and forever my frend and my best-est frend. sch is starting to be stress. i am staying back everyday to study. but my mum thinks that i am loitering ard. i am really studying. i dunno wad to do! they dont trust me. forcing me to get home early.scolding me for going home late. WTF! who is there to teach me when i am at home. when i am at home. i am stucked to the com. i need sum1 to motivate me to study. thats why i am staying back. i am not staying back to play. shop or wad. I AM STUDYING! so i have decided to continue staying back to study. and not care about her scoldings and other craps!
okkaes. i will stop here alrd. going to do my homeworkies. exams exams and still exams. stressed!

2006-02-19T20:20:00.001+08:00

wow! had loads of fun today la! haha! went out with e fong joyce sharon huan yun and someone la. haha! LOLLS! met at cwp. e fong was late for like 15 mins. so stupid. watching NBA at home. FCUK. nvm. forgive him. lolls! den after that took mrt to somerset.den went to cine to check on movies. bought tickets for the fog. den after that go makan.
the movie was not very very nice. was abit boring thou' felt like sleeping but it was too cold lahs. lolls! hmms. den after movie. we went to paragon. went to look for slippers for e fong. owe him his present. lols. but not nice. so we decided to go the pacific plaza to buy. he didnt know i buy the slippers ler. cos he and joyce was playing the ps2 at sony gallery at paragon. me and sha left fers. so bought a rip curl one for him. not very cheap okkaes. hmms. was the nicest among all. hahas! we sat down. i ask him was is his shoe size. den he say " aiyoh. i joking de la. dont need to buy." the slippers was inside joyce's bag. so i ask joyce to take it out. den he tried the slippers and all. ya. nvr say thank you to me. nvm lah. dont blame him for that.
den we went to taka to buy the octopas ball and ate at a lift lobby. den went back to woodlands le. den went to take neos. haha! di siao-ing again. but nvm. they got motive de. haha. den i rushed back to jb lerhs. wah lao. waited for kor kor for like 40 mins lah. he asked his gf to fetch me at 7.30. wad the hell! nvm lah. was abit scared while waiting thou' so msg him. he called me. and ya. we chatted for awhile. den hang up. okkaes. stop here lerhs.

2006-02-17T19:52:00.000+08:00

argh;
who the fcuk is mrs froggy. if u know me. just tell me who u are. dont play ard with me lerh! so shiit ahs!
hmms; wow. long time nvr blog lerhs.. haas! no time marh. lolls. this few days. after sch. reach home. take a bath. go er kor's hse. CHLOE IS SO CUTE PLS!haas. she's my closest niece. my bro's daughter. wahhas! hmms; first time saw a new born baby lahs. hahas. didn't dare to like carry her larhs. cos she is still very fragile lahs. lolls! hahars! the baby's smell is so strong. so nice. haha!
this few days. sch was alrghtie. everyday going to sch. talking about mrs froggy. update ppl with new about her. sumtyms they update me. cos i nvr online for few days lerhs. hmms. shes really so great! she gets first min news derhs. omg! dunno wad power she have. chicken! haha! this few days abit moody. smth happen to him lahs. take care alrighties. recover soon! lotsa exams coming lerhs. woah! stress! that day. had ss test. but i didnt do. mdm kan was i think abit angry. ROFL! ((: frist time in my life i am going to get a 0 for my tests. haha! nvm. nth to be proud of. LOLLS!
hmms. tmr is da sch's carnival. hope it will be fun! woohoo! haha! jia you everyone! going out with sharon and joyce on sunday. kris cannot join us. cos she is going to KL. how sad. nvm. one week 7 days. everyday going to sch. for this week lahs. cos of the carnival. wahahaha! alrghties. this is a long one. stop here lerhs. chatting with my frend. cya!

woah

2006-02-11T17:34:00.000+08:00

HIIE!
i'm back. haas. quite long nvr blog lerhs. cos not free nd not in the mood too. cos of that mrs froggy; argh! she jus cant stop tagging and accusing that i like his guy lahs. omg. me and him are jus FRENDS! kaos. nvm. stop talking about it. making me feel tired only.
wow! i cant believe it. i am now using a phone which was once my dream phone. 7610!! woohoo! but its not mine larhs. changed with ah boy. jus for fun. gonna change back on monday. maybe. everybody getting new phone. i also wanna change! haas. but cannot larhs. jus use for 1 month. lolls! after 1 year. i confirm change. lolls! hmms. sch was alrighties. was fun thou. this few days. had to stay back to sell the fcuking carnival ticket. argh! stupid. wasting my time only. was very tired ytd. i got up the van. i slept til i reach custom. he woke me up. den i woke "molester" up. den after that. slept in the van again. til i reach sch. he woke me up again. was really tired.i was angry with sum1. the sum1 was like ordering me to do thing for him/her. i not gonna say who is it lahs. i was damn pissed off. nvm. forgive and forget. i will tolerate that sum1.
i'm not as miserable as before lerhs. was not so sad anymore. he is no longer avoiding me. at least he talks to me like b4. we do sms each other. but not often larhs. i still treat him as my close frend. perhaps; i treat him as my best frend. haas! i miss him. hope he'll come back soon. haha! argh! guys problem. fan ah! now. i wanna give up my love for him. but a frend of mine. he insisted that i cant give up. he say. " alrd like him le. dont give up. u wont noe that theres a chance for u de." den i was like. "ah. impossible la. 4get him is the best." he still ask me to confess to him. and i was like, nono. i will not. lolls. hais. nvm.
hmms. wow. quite a long post. haas. cos i very long nvr update lerhs. shun bian write some craps lorhs. hmms. thanks E fong; sha; joyce; sandral; shu ming; seng leng; for helping me scold the mrs froggy. really appreciate ur help. but the girl still refuse to say who is she. nvm. we shall wait.

lala!

2006-02-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

weee! today had a great time; haas!
hmms. went out with sandral and sort of with e fong;shuming;huan yun lahs. lolls. hmms. actually wanted to go to ngee ann. but when i reach sg was alrd 11 plus about 12 lerhs. so didnt go..cos will not have enough time.. hmms. so decided to go to j8 for breakfast.. yeah. den after that. sms-ed them.. ask them where are they.. then met them at bugis lorhs. cos i need to get my leather casing for my nano and shu ming; huan yun wanted to get their psp; lolls! ya; so we were at sim lim.. but we didnt met them.. after we bought our stuffs. went to the a place to meet e fong and shu ming. spent some time looking for them. ya den after that.. walked back to bugis together. den we went to orchard. and they stayed there to buy somethings.
after that. me and sandral went to watch fun with dick & jane cos i not stupid de tickets sold out! how sad. ya; the show was funny. but not that interesting larh. didnt find it very nice thou. after that. had to go home lerh lorhs. den sandral gonna go raffles city to find her mommie. so i suddenly rmb huan yun ends his jap class at 4.30 so called him.. ask him where he is. phew. luckily he haven leave yet. so we went back by mrt together.
so sway lah.. took the same mrt as the biitchh. keep on diao-ing us. so irritating. luckily she got off at some place.. cant stand her. omg. so er xin lah can.. huan yun also say shes er xin lah. nvm.. dont talk bout her. haas. den after that. came home strght away.. went out for dinner. and came home. am very tired. gonna slp soon i guess.. alrighties. gtg.

weee!

2006-02-03T19:56:00.000+08:00

hmmms. long time didnt blog liao.. CNY was GRREATT!! collected quite alorts.. and i getting extra ang pows from daddie! haas! hmms. met all my distant relatives.. haas. miss them so much. dey came to my hse to stayed over for one night and hmms. went back the other day.. haas! lala! hmms. i'm very pissed off with the woman in my blog.. pls tell me who u are. i am not gonna snatch e fong from u.. pls.. i dont like him.. lolls! since when did anyone said that i like e fong.. e fong is jus my best frend[shud be la] lolls! ((:
i hope the girl will tell me who she is.. pls.. tell me who u are! stop scolding ppl bitch can.. wah kao.. go eat mos with my "sisters" got wrong wor.. wah lao.. den wo bu shi become les.. cannot go out with guys.. kaos.. too much man!
alrighties.. gonna go airport to fetch my bro now.. tmr gonna go out sg.. woohoo!! gonna buy my leather casing tmr.. how shuang! lala! weee!! hmms.. love sharon and joyce and kris lotsa! haas!! and not forgetting ms sandral chin xue ting for being by my side when i need her! i love all of ya! lolls.

hmms

2006-01-28T11:52:00.000+08:00

the girl is getting more nd more guo fen lerhs. i cant stand her lerh. her frend even scold my frends in my blog! sai larhs. this is my blog lehhs. how can she scold ppl in my blog! knn!!
anyways. chinese new year's eve! weeeee!!~~ gonna be fun man! got a angpow from aunty lerhs. haas. she gave everyne 10dollars. so good larhs! haas. haiis. but this chinese new year. kinda sad. really fan2! dunno whetther i really like him mahs. i mean i always tell me that i wont ever like him.. but now. i am like thinking of him larhs. den i was like kinda real into him.. i also dunno. haiis. nvm. maybe i will jus 4get about him.. cos i know. asking for his love.. is IMPOSSIBLE.. cos he will nvr noe that i like him.. although we see each other everyday.. not gonna let him noe that i like him man! haas!
cos i think i will end up getting hurt. haas. sandral says that i must have confident. i really jus dont have the confident la girl! haiis. i shall forget him maybe..

PISSED OFF!!

2006-01-25T21:08:00.000+08:00

I'M DAMN PISSED OFF NOW!!!
kaos. jus who izzit. pls larhs. admit can marhs. wah lao. wad makes u think that i like him. my goodness. today is really a suay day for me. jus who the fcuk u are! effing pissed off now larhs! i dun like "froggy"! wah kao. i bet u are someone from our sch. and jus dun have the stupid courage to jus fcuking write ur name out! dare to say den admit larh fcuker! hate ppl without those fcuking courage to write out their names in ppl's tag board. and u even wrote MRS FROGGY! oh pls. its damn er xin alrightie. he dun even have a stead. pls larhs. got courage then admit larh can anot. u are such a fcuking bi*tch that dun have courage. COWARD!
anyways. blog about sch. sch was alrightie. stayed back tuh do da classroom deco. kris was not feeling well. so me and sha acc her out of sch. den came back to continue to the class deco. not fully done yet. hmms. den we went to bball court to look for huan yun. ask him wad else he wants and all. suddenly. some bastards kick the ball so hard and it landed on the back of my head. luckily nth happen to me, if not the guy is gonna be dead! and it was so pain. unbearable. i cried infront of everyone. sha. huan yun. xiaolong. e fong. jimmy and all.so embarrassing. oh fcuk! jus a damn unlucky day for me. )): argh! nvm. jus let it be. but i jus wanna noe who is the fcuking coward! who wrote those things at my tag board!
anyways. ppl.. hope ya all wun get da wrong idea. i don't like froggy. its that fcuking coward who is jus so shit and dunno where she fcuking get the rumours from! ! dun let me noe hu are u. if not u gonnna me DEAD!

hmms.

2006-01-23T15:07:00.000+08:00

hmms;
-tired-
-sians-
jus came back from sch. reach home at bout' 2 plus. ate my lunch and all. came up to finish up my homeworkies den now blogging my craps down here. haas. sch today was alrightie. told kris a secret which was kept in my heart for at least 6 mths? hmms. no one noes. only kris know. [sha. wanna noe den come ask me] lolls. its smth that i really don't dare to say out. jus scared that ppl might misunderstand me or smth larh. but now. who cares. say it out. makes my heart feel better. haas! suppose to stay til 2pm today. but i had to leave. boyboy waiting for me outside. lolls. so i went out of the class at 1.15. lolls! mr ho was like "eheh. dun go yet. 1.45 i will let u go" and i was like " nono. my driver is there alrd. i have to go!" den he say "okkaes. but make sure it will not happen next week lah. and i said. "yea yeah. no more." lolls. mr ho is like so crappy la pls. he craps alort in class. but nvm lah. it means free period for us! lala!
i really love orange green and yellow now. say my NANO today. love it! maybe tmr gonna get it from sandral den give her my MICRO lorh. lolls. she loves micro nd i love nano. so we exchange larh. and of cos i need to pay somemore. cos for sandral it is second hand larhs! ((: but nvm. jus 48dollars. will pay everything hopefully by this week. i jus love sandral so much! shes da best! sandral rocks! ((: alrightie. gonna go prepare for my tuition. take a bath. study sum things. den slp and go for tuition. will online again ltr. haas. but not gonna blog liao lah. still got my chi zuo wen larh! and ss SBQ oh no!!

i think i love ya

2006-01-22T18:50:00.000+08:00

woohoo!

lala!

i love my frendster la.

its done by susan!

i think i am abit into him. cos i have been missing him this few days. gaga! ((:

loving yellow orange and green cos i love my frendster! its a nice combination! woohoo!

hmms. loving sch nowadays. cos i got my sistas ard me. and i love them and i think they love me too. so damn gay larh please. lolls! ((: nd i suddenly love piggies. and i dunno why. lolls! crazy girl! i am bored please! bare with my craps!

ya. nd i have to go now. rushing for my dr tay's homeworkies. tata;

hmms.

2006-01-21T20:45:00.000+08:00

hmms.
so tired;
bahh!
*yawns*
hmms. today so tired. early morning. woke up. took a bath den headed tuh sg. for my tuition. during tuition. was feeling like slping larhs. den very tired lorh. after tuition. came home strght away. mommie went to dye her hair. had to follow her there. cos she went there strght away. so boring down there. den i told the lady i wanna cut my fringe. so she cut it for miie. not really obvious but i find it weird larhs! hmms. den came back. den online. so boring. no one online. after that. went to have my dinner. and now posting an entry. haas!
today heard a song played on 98.7 the chorus is smth like [say that u love me and i will never let u go.baby] haas! nice song. but i dunno the song name. and i dunno the artist. so can't find this song. hais. sians. i wanna the swatch watch! so love it! have been thinking of it since ytd! so damn cool! omg! i love it! hope sum1 could buy for me! haas!its kinda ex larh can! jkjk. ((: ask my mommie buy for me. 99% impposible! haas! haiis. she dun allow me go watch in her shoes on friday. but i wanna go! nvm. i wun let her know wad time i finish sch! LOLLS! >.<>
say that u love me and i will never let u go!!!

haas!

2006-01-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

woah;
thads long. so long nvr post lerhs. i shall write a entry today larhs. since i had a kinda fun but embarrassing day. lolls! today after sch. did out class deco for CNY.stayed back with kris. sha. joyce. den after thad. headed to cwp to look for my sis. den chat chat. den headed to party world. yating de party at there. so go there see see look look. but veh ps. cos we got no money. so in the end. i also dunno wads the conclusion lehhs. haas. ((: den after thad. i was in the toilet. den sha called me. ask me go find them at LJS. so i also sians. so went there. when i reach LJS it started to rain! my goodness! my bag is at party world. so huan yun. e fong acc me go back take while kris sha and joyce stayed at cwp. den we ran across the road. go take my bag. den went back to cwp. den ltr kris have to go lerhs. so the rest of us walk around cwp lorr.
hmms. den after thad. they kinda di siao me lahhs. but.. ahh. nvm lahhs. den after thad went to look at this swatch de watch. its damn nice alrightie! omg! so nice! white colour de. then got stars de! omg! love it la can! i wanna buy! after thad my sis came to look for us. we went to eat swensens cos i still have the voucher. den i treat them eat hor.. so kind of me! they must love me alort! cos i treated them! haas! after eating. went to take neo print. but veh tiring larhs. its going so fast. den can't catch up too. lolls. after taking. faster go down take bus to custom lerhs. den they design it. so i have not got the chance to look at the neo prints! fers time take neo print with hy.and ef lahs! haas. so now. i am at home. blogging! haas! alrightie. gtg.

woah!

2006-01-15T14:39:00.000+08:00

woah.
kor kor de new car come liao. so damn cool! woo! its black! i love black cars.
hmms. actually today going to do treatment for my hair. but my mum is going to a new de hair salon. so she say go another day. cos dunno whether the hair salon good anot. ytd went to have dinner at somewhere. den after that went to giant. so crowded. bought snacks drinks and all for CNY! wwahhs can't wait for it to come. so happyy! haas. thad day went chinatown with my family. den bought some cute ang pows. so cute. its unique la i mean. haas. ate at macswell food centre. wahhs. the fish noodle is marvellous! haas. den go walk walk. so stuffy. makes me wanna faint. but i didn't la. lolls.
hmms. tmr going to sch again. haas. i kinda love sch now. i dunno why.

uhmms;

2006-01-13T15:25:00.000+08:00

BAHH!!

wahhs. abit long nvr post lerrs.

busy mahhs. now post one entry.

uhmms;

this few days. sch was alrightie. haas.

<3s>

today after sch; went tuh cwp lorhs. to get boy boy's present. haas. den after thad. went to take neos. [don't really like it] but nvm narhs.hmms. den rush to custom. abit late liaos. den let him try the clothes.too big for him ba. so have to go back and change another day. haas. hmms. den came home le lorhs. tonight gng to sg to stay cos tmr got tuition in the morning. sians. but nvm larhs. for my own good. haas!

haiis. this few weeks in class. study was still alrightie. not really stress but jus there's kinda too much of hwks compared to last year. haas. and the weather is just tempting me to slp! its such a good weather alrightie.LOLLS! <3s>

today slept during english lessons. but mr ho kinda didn't care. most of us were slping when it is jus the first period of the day. he was explaining the eng wsht.

i tot onli me. kris. sha.joyce nd sum others were slping. but after i noticed thad even shan was slping. terrence. wei hao. soon guan and gang and all were slping. thads abit too much. den he came and wake all of us up when his lessons ended. LOLLS!`

alrightie. i shall stop here. got time den post another entry.

buhbyes.

haiis.

2006-01-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

I MISS U!!;
haiis. hmms. u're gone!
hmms. today sch was alrightie. except abit boring. cos KRIS LOH and SHARON nvr come sch today. i don't know why. but nvm. i still have JOYCE and my frends next door. BAHH! actualli didn;t feel like going to sch today. haiis. but no choice. being forced to come. haas. i really miss u. ILU* tried my best to be attentive during lessons today. but i can't. was like. msg-ing chatting and all. ya; but i felt better during english lesson. cos its kinda like a free period and me. joyce and jimmy and all were like talking and crapping. it makes me feel better. after sch. hurry hurry go out of class. talk to him on the phone. til i reach like m'sia custom? den he have to hang up.and leave sg. and we said bye. take care and all. ya. BAHH!! and he's gone.
alrightie. enough of all this crapps of mine. haas. hmms. today. first thing in the morning. got scolded by ms fong. cos dunno which fcuking idiot complaint about soon guan and some other ppl. that they are noisy and all. but pls. there ain't any lessons done during the previous chinese lesson alrightie. its jus abit of briefing of chi. Os and wad we hafta bring for the next lesson and all. omg. can;t stand thad particular person! but nvm. can't blame her. maybe he/she jus <3s style="color:#ff0000;">LOLLS!! anyways. i really love this song. haas.

haiis;

2006-01-08T19:44:00.000+08:00

i so <3>
haiis;
so touching;
so sad de song.
haas;
the song describes my feelings now.
:X miss ya!

lalala!! i am bored.

2006-01-08T16:57:00.000+08:00

BAHH!!
i am bored;
haas; hmms. actually intended to go sg today but its jamming like shit! wanted to eat swensens with sandral! ahh! so sorry sandral; :p haiis. had been feeling moody this few days.cos. i dunno why also la! miss him? nahh; nvm. let me post about the day i got my results.19.12.05 haas! thads
went out kinda early to meet sandral. went to have breakfast at crystal jade. anyways we were so into crystal jade at thad time. we went there everytime we are going out. almost la. hmms. den after thad called shan. ask her to come up also. den after thad. was very happy to get my micro on that day! haas. but i don't like the colour la! but its quite stylish too. haas. hmms. den we headed to sch. was very nervous. and ms foo was like talking and talking and talking. haas. den mrs logan gave out the results. she didn't follow by register number! i was so scared. den finally it was my turn. when i sat down on the chair. i saw thad "repeat" word. i was like " i'm dead. gonna repeat." den ltr i look at the name of the paper "oke ching chun" phew. luckily i passed! i got 8! haas. a2 for my maths; b3 for my chi&science;b4 for my eng; c5 for my F&n; and a U for my comb. humans! haas.
den after that called my mum. and asked her for permission to stay until late at night. in the end i stayed til like 12 plus. den my mum came and fetch me home. haas. went to pastamania for our celebration. den after that went to yating's place to change clothes. haas. den they decided to go play pool den after that go party world. but me snadral and shan stayed in the pool centre til the time i go back. haas. hmms. i was sitting there. saw alvino coming in den walked out again.i sms-ed him see whether i got recognise wrong ppl anots. i didn't okkaes. so he asked whether he could join us. den i ask him come lorr.he and sandral play while me and shan looked at them playing. sandral was losing all the way. alvino quite good at playing siahs. haas.after thad at about 10. we went out. he went to take MRT cos going to go meet his frends. 4got to tell him i also wanna take MRT den actually he wanted to wait for me at one of the stations so not so bored for me. but ps lah. so in the end me and sandral stayed at cwp. some guys asked for sandral's number. den after thad one of them called sandral to go play pool again. so we went up again. den after awhile i go home le. had a great time that day! haas!
hmms. not too sure when will be my next day staying out so late! haas. i think it will be the next time i get a good result. hopefully i can. haas. i wanna get good results. cos i wanna study in AUS! haas. abit sians of typing liaos. stop here le lahhs. haas. got time den post my next entry. haas.

BAHH!

2006-01-08T14:21:00.000+08:00

BAHH! i am back! haas. deleted my previous blog and now started a new one again; haas. well. first week of sch was okkays. but i still prefer my last year's class; 4/7'o5 rawks! haas. but i <3>
i wanna buy my PDI bag. i want da roxxy wallet! i want da roxy bag! i want da roxy jacket! haas. =X thads too much. nvm. i will get all thad. haas. by myself! not gonna get a single cent of money from my mum! BAHH!